Sorry things have been mighty quiet around these parts lately. I’ve been slowly absorbing myself back into life in Pennsylvania and getting used to being home again.

I’m enjoying working at my old CVS and seeing all my old favorite (and non favorite!) customers and spending time with my coworkers. Some of them have changed, but a few are the same old people. I am about to renew my CPhT certificate for the first time, so I’m working on taking some CE courses online to get credits for that. I work 8-4 Monday through Friday, so I have off on weekends now :)
I guess I should explain my “friend” who has been showing his face around here lately. His name is Tommy, and he was a good friend of mine who I met about 3-4 years ago right when I graduated high school. I broke up with Cade to date him for 5 months and then I got back together with Cade. We both couldn’t get each other off of our minds the entire time we were apart, so we decided to give things another try. We are both different and much more mature than we were the first time around. We are just taking the time to spend with each other and relearn who we are. I’m really excited and happy about this. I know that it might seem like I am moving fast, but truthfully it does not matter because I know that I’m doing what feels right to me. And I felt like my relationship with Cade died a long time ago. It simply was not there anymore. So I’m okay with this. I have accepted it. I do feel sad about him on occasion and I’ll always think of him for the rest of my life and want to know where life takes him, but we weren’t meant to be together.
I am so happy with the choices I’ve made. I do feel bad that my choices harmed other people’s feelings, but I can’t regret doing the right thing for myself. I deserved to do it for me.

  1. waitnsee said: My husband came into my life pretty quickly after my disastrous 1st marriage. I didn’t want to fall in love, it just happened that way. And I’m so glad it did. We recently celebrated our 12th wedding anniversary. Be happy! Enjoy! <3
  2. chris-rock said: I support you in your search for happiness, sweetie. ¡Éxito!
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